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Cider She/Her
Posts: 9
Pronouns: She/Her
Location: Tortuga
Rank [IC]: Cutlass
Played By: Jess

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Now I feel my heart beating
I feel my heart underneath my skin
And I feel my heart beating
Oh, you make me feel
Like I'm alive again

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Sleep was not an easy thing for her since she treated Valefor... The nightmares had been returning and getting worse and worse, especially now that she was sleeping alone again. Fuck. Cider wasn't normally one to take drugs to sleep but, she'd needed them tonight and even so....

She was laying on her side, legs kicking as if she were running, face contorted in a fearful grimace. Running, running, in her nightmare, she was running... She was a child again and on her voyage, out in the neutrals and with Raikov, Manta, and Vashe. Laughing it up with Manta and exploring while Raikov and Vashe kinda did their thing. It was normal and yet.... The shadows came.

Shadow wolves surrounded them, three she could remember clear as day. It was hard to forget Ezekiel's face, he was with them in Tortuga for so long. Valefor was there and of course the Green-eyed Devil, Grendel. Not that she knew his name but, he was there and she was scared. Cider ran and ran, through the trees and as fast as she could.

The monsters were after her and the others but, it was odd. As she ran she was growing up, Manta vanished from the path, Raikov pulled way ahead and out of danger, Vashe was still ahead of her and safer but, he seemed to keep himself from safety. It was her fault.... Soon enough, Vashe was way ahead and she was left on her own running from the monster of a wolf.

Soon the fires kicked in and still, she was being chased, through the flame and destruction of her home until she was on the edge of the verge. She was cornered and with no way to escape. The Green-eyed Devil lunged with a mighty leap, jaws closing in around her throat and that's when she woke up to the sound of her own scream.

Cider lay there, eyes wide, jaws parted, chest heaving. What if that monster came for Valefor? What if they couldn't fight off the demon? What if when they did come, what if they finally ended up stealing her away....? She was on her paws and pacing about the large cave she called her den, muttering to herself and just really freaking out. Had she woken anyone up? Oh gods, what if someone thought something bad had happened...?


She needed basil. Needed to calm the fuck down. There were no monsters lurking in the shadows. There was nothing out to get her. Out to get them. No monsters, only the paranoia of a scared little girl who had been asleep for a long, long time. Cider walked out into the garden and swiftly sniffed out her plant, her much needed basil and she plucked quite a few leaves and began to slowly chew on them. They tasted like shit at first but, soon she began getting used to it, used to the bitter taste.

She plucked more leaves and then began walking. She had no idea where she was going, she was only moving, walking, needed to get out, get away, find something to help her relax.... Find someone... Maybe.... Why was she even alone? What had she done wrong? Why did Koma vanish? Manta? Was she not good enough to be with someone? Was it because she so often threw herself into her work and didn't socialize like most others?

A drink.

That would help.... Right....?


Cider continued on her walk, heaving out to the Blind Watchman, maybe there would be someone slumming around the bar this late. There usually was. She made her way toward the direction of the bar, jumping at every little sound, her blue gaze still holding a bit of fear, it was strange for some to see her like this, worrying for others who had been around to see her at her worst, still some might find this spooked side amusing at least for a short while.

Cider finally made it to the tavern and wasted no time in helping herself to a good strong drink, gulping down the toxic liquid greedily. She came up for air so to say, licking her lips, looking around the tavern. Huh.... Quiet night. Cider moved to one of the fur lounging rugs and settled down, letting out a soft sigh. She was ok, everything was going to be ok... Right...? It was just a nightmare... It was just a bad dream.

She wanted a hug....
She wanted comfort.
She didn't want to be alone.
She wanted someone to be there for her, with her, to share her love of plants and crafting with them.
She kinda sorta wanted to see Veruah.

ooc: Not sure who you want to have pop in but, here we go~! Also I know Gren's eyes are blue but, for some reason Cider remembers them having been green. *Shrugs* Maybe the fire made'em look green. Hehe.

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I feel my heart beating
I feel my heart beneath my skin
Oh, I can feel my heart beating
'Cause you make me feel
Like I'm alive again
Alive again
Oh, you make me feel
Like I'm alive again

Turn your magic on, to me she'd say
Everything you want's a dream away
Under this pressure, under this weight
We are diamonds taking shape
We are diamonds taking shape

If we've only got this life
This adventure oh then I
If we've only got this life
You'll get me through, oh
If we've only got this life
And this adventure, oh then I
Wanna share it with you
With you, with you
Sing it, oh, say yeah!
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Veruah He/Him
Almost Sparkles
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Location: Tortuga

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(This post was last modified: December 27, 2017, 03:42:00 PM by Veruah.)

I want love to, walk right up and bite me
Grab a hold of me and fight me
leave me dying on the ground.
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She'd been restless. Veruah could see it clearly from the place he had taken in the garden. She tossed and turned in her hut at night and Veruah watched with a chill blue eye as she muttered names and something about a demon. Green eyed demon. Sleeping during the day had become normal for the hellion, mostly because Cider was making it difficult to sleep when most of the pack was resting. Tonight was no different. Shortly after she began dreaming he had woken, rolling onto his belly under a large willow tree where he had taken up residence. His old pack didn't sleep in dens or huts, but all together in a giant cave and Veruah found he wasn't terribly fond of the tight spaces the others took comfort in. Instead he'd pushed through the thick hanging branches and decided the large covered area within was a good enough place for him to live. Normally he felt comfortable here but tonight, as many others preceeding, had gotten too loud for him as Cider called out in her dreams.

With a little sigh through his nose, Veruah had risen, peeked from the leaf heavy tree to see her hut a little ways off. He had walked over and peeked through the window to see her, running in her sleep. And yet he had no desire to wake her. Whatever it was she was running from, she needed to grow strong from it. She needed to get tired of the dreams and turn to face whatever it was that scared her. Green eyed demon... Veruah had been stuck on this himself as he heard her mutter it over and over and he wondered if perhaps he was the demon she was running from. But his eye was blue, not green, and so he chose to shrug it off. Besides, she showed him no fear in her waking life, choosing instead to scold him for being lazy. Little did she know that his increased laziness was due to her keeping him up at night.

Veruah took one last look and wandered out and away from the garden, choosing to walk along the beach for a time. It had become a favorite past time on his sleeping nights.  He loved the way the moon shimmered over the dark waters and the terrifying thoughts of the monsters that lurked within the mysterious sea sent chills of fear and delight down the hellion's spine. He liked being scared, from a distance anyway. But even that grew dull over time and he knew it was time to move on and give his imagination a break. Slowly he made his way to the tavern, hoping for a stiff drink, then to head back and try to sleep. Surely he'd been gone long enough that Cider would have woke, calmed herself, and gone back to sleep.

What he wasn't expecting, was to see her sitting in the little tavern, alone. For a moment he paused, the continued to approach her, ordering two drinks and pushing one toward her. "You drink. Then sleep,"he said, lapping up what was in his bowl. 

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